Relief...

Well, it turns out the guy from the previous post has become my very good friend. I came out to him, told him I like men and women. I think he had an idea with the things we had been talking about lately, but he didn't want to pressure me. It kind of was jerked out last night by one of the interns when we were sitting around, but I told him later about everything. He sat there and tried to give me advice and make me feel better and encouraged me to be who I am. In his eyes your happiness is worth way more than what someone is going to say or think. It was just nice to finally talk to someone face to face about all of this. We stayed up all night talking. Then I slept over in his bed and we just kind of spooned for a few hours. It was already mid-morning by the time we went to sleep. It was amazing. I felt like the world need not go further than him. At that moment he was all I needed and I wrapped my arms around him pretty tightly. It was glorious. Just wanted to write that before things get too ridiculous over the next few days. I'm so screwed for classes...