The smile on my face hes become less of an expression of joy and more a default mask to the world. The BBQ was fun (read the last post). He was there, his bf was there, they were all over each other and i served them each a piece of cake...
What else can I do? I have no hard feelings, well that's not completely true, but I am basically swallowing my hard feelings and trying to move on. It just sucks when the other person gets to move on first with someone else. I never actually got an answer from him about anything, not just why he didn't like me, but the cold shoulder, the flirting, etc. I am left with a hole in my chest, trying to use a band aid to cover up the mess that really needs stitches. It all heals in time, it just sucks right now. The good news i I can see far enough to know I'll be just fine.
So swallow the knife, carve the way for your pride...
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